I finished my exams, the results came in, and I scored well but not in top 10. There is a celebration that all my professors will be at. I am in doubt whether I should go, because I fear my professors, who expected me to finish among the top 10, will be disappointed. Should I still go?
It's like a victory celebration organized by our institution as students have done well in the competitive exam which I also gave but could not go upto top 10.
what I feel bad that I didn't come in top 10 which my professors hoped that I would come that makes me feared and creates a dilemma. I wanted them to be very happy because of my result but I don't think they would be that happy meeting me . What should I say to them? Even though some professors won't tell but their facial expression may convey their sadness I think.
Even the students from top 10 would be there so I would feel little shy , what should I do ? All in all here are my doubts :
should I go ?
How will I talk to my professors ? (I feel bad of not meeting their hopes)
I feel shy in front of the toppers and I don't have courage to talk to them , How shall I talk to them ? ( once they were my friends but no I feel little sad of being behind )